Finding Her Center: A Hockey Romance by Aja Cole

Author:Aja Cole [Cole, Aja]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-01-15T16:00:00+00:00

18

Daya

I’m still in a little bit of disbelief that I just let Greyson have sex with me in a dark alley.

Did you really let him?

Yeah…I hadn’t. He’d just kind of…taken it…and made me ask him for it, too.

In the best way, though. I’d definitely wanted it.

It was one thing to talk about it…but him actually taking control like that…Damn.

I’d have to get mad for a stupid reason more often.

And it had been stupid. I’d literally gotten mad because he wanted to slow things down and take the time to have a more normal start.

Apparently, I could add insecurity to my growing list of things to work on. It’d pretty much just rolled over me in that moment. One second, we were walking and talking – then the next, I just felt such rejection.

I needed to get it together before I really pushed him away.

And as scared as I was to jump into something new, I really didn’t want that.

I was practically warring with myself. But I would think before I got mad from now on. I didn’t know what the hell was going on with me lately. First, it was Faith and now, Greyson. I didn’t like this super emotional side of me.

I didn’t have to deal with any of this type of stuff when I just kept to myself.

But I’d started to think that I could be alone when I died. I had two great roommates and now a good guy who wanted to be in my life, I needed to stop being such a crab.

I didn’t have any lingering issues from my father. I could do this.

I toe off my sneakers and shrug off my jacket, throwing it across the chair in the corner. I can feel the after-sex wetness in my pants and I grimace. Totally worth it, but sheesh.

I needed a shower.

I go the bathroom and clean up some, thinking I’ll ask Greyson to join me. I drop my clothes and go back to my room, but stop in my tracks when a thought crosses my mind, jerking my head to the door as Greyson comes in. Then I remember something else and sag in relief.

“What?” he asks, coming closer and resting his large hands on my bare hips. I’m getting used to him touching me already.

“Well, I remembered we haven’t used a condom. But it’s okay, my period is due soon and my fertile rate is really low right now. I’m very regular and I track it so we should be fine.”

“You don’t have a thing to worry about anyway, I can’t have kids,” he kisses me on the forehead and turns away, getting undressed.

I think my vision blurs for a second as his words sink in.

“You had a vasectomy?” He looks up at me from the chair, his slight smile tinged with sadness.

“No,” he unties his sneakers and drops them to the floor, “When I was 19, I was practicing too hard one day and I got an ache in my balls. It just got worse and more painful until I went to the doctor and they found a varicocele.

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